Nathan, I was already moving forward in a positive manner, and you know that. I told you several times, as well as trying to tell you to do the same. Again, I have zero idea what's gotten into you or why you're acting this way, but I'm over it. Who are you kidding anyway? You enjoy the voyeuristic display on the channels. If you didn't, you would have replied to my email AND you would have stopped posting crap about Rob all over your channel when I told you to simply email him. This little message of yours is for show as well. Lol, I put the message "I" wrote, NOT you, on MY OWN CHANNEL because it's obvious that you're behind the scenes telling Mark something different than what has actually happened. IF there was something confidential in the message, I wouldn't have put it out there. You VERY WELL know that. I wouldn't know if you've blocked me because I've not tried reaching out to you again once I realized what you're ultimately trying to do. No need to block me anyway. I'm not Mark. I'm not going to stalk and obsess over you. He told me he was "done and dusted" with me about 15 messages ago. I am now TRULY 'done and dusted' with the both of you. We've come a long way since RockCandy. If I only knew then what I know now.

Looking at Rob's recent comments... Do you agree with him Genny? Remember we go way back, and it is unbelievable that this is how our friendship is right now, if there is even one left to hold onto. Life is crazy sometimes though. I guess I did not block you here, because I at least would like to have some form of contact with you if you wish.

I disagreed with you and expressed my feelings in a respectful manner, yet you chose to overlook my words and sent me the email that was later posted publicly. And the things that Rob said in those open comments on CS1 about me were completely uncalled for. I expected better from him, given his age and supposed maturity. At this point, I'm emotionally drained and not in a good place to talk to you. However, I hope that we can both take a step back and try to move forward from this situation in a positive manner.

I want to start off by saying that I know that you have been dealing with health issues and a lot of stress and you don't need any of this drama that is transpiring between Rob and me, but now you too are involved. Despite my own lack of rest and health problems I couldn't stop worrying about you last night and the stress that this situation may be causing you. However, I have to admit that I was taken aback when you shared the last email you sent me in open comments here. I have not shared any emails that you have shared with me with anyone. Have I said a few things about what you may have said to me to others? Yes, but only recently because I was upset. Very upset at that. The truth is, I have been hurt by this whole situation and have taken steps to protect myself from any further pain. I have blocked you on all platforms, including removing my entire Gmail account so I won't receive any emails from you. I know this may seem extreme, but my emotional well-being is just as important as yours. In your first email, you explained things from Rob's point of view, but I have to say whatever he thinks of me or how hurt he may be, that does not give him any right to respond to me in the manner that he is on my page. He is looking like a complete fool right now. I am surprised you haven't told him to cool down yet and respond to me in a more respectful manner. You are just sitting back watching, enjoying the show.

And to think, all of this started because of a simple request for you to please keep me out of yours and Rob's drama. A VERY simple request.

Uuummm, you're talking mostly about yourself in these messages....go figure. How I'm treating Nathan? What the hell has he said? Here's my last message to him from yesterday, to which he's not replied (through email): (OMGosh....are you serious with still writing stuff on the channels? And the things you're saying??? Nathan, who are you? I feel like I'm talking to a stranger. Rob has no clue I've sent you any messages. I told you.....he sent me a text last night AFTER I had gone to sleep. I didn't see it until this morning. He's been at work all day. I've not spoken to him and even if I had, NO ONE has me do their bidding for them! I was reacting to YOUR messages that YOU wrote on your channel about a friend. I was reacting to you airing dirty laundry in front of everyone when you could have emailed or texted him AND I even said that, yet you go and put MORE stuff on the channels??? Who are you doing this for? Why are you doing this? " I am not going to make things easy for you. I know now who you truly are. The jig is up." ..Who says something like that?) That's me imploring to a friend to please stop putting crap on the channels. That's not me treating someone badly. I had also asked him to please not mention my name to you bc I'm tired of being your punching bag. Clearly THAT message wasn't received either.

All you've done here is to completely deflect away from how you are treating Nathan. You avoided mentioning it even once. You're so far up Rob's rear end that you're in need of a flashlight and a canary.

You've already told me your mom called me a bitch. And.....? Unbelievable, and I'm stopping there on that one. Again, if you'd like, I can post EVERY SINGLE email that's transpired between us for the past couple of weeks. Feel free to call my bluff. I blocked you after the FIRST scathing email. Normal humans don't speak to others the way you do. Even STILL, I won't go as low to you as you have me. You have "nothing to hide"....okay. That's for the folks reading this, right? Dearest, I've known my audience (you) for 8 years, not just the 6 we've been speaking, which is why those things below about Alex, Michael, etc.. aren't even pellets. I'm pretty much the straightest shooter on this site, so if I've said it to you, I've said it to them. Hey Sweetness, why don't you post that last email I sent you. ;) Thanks for the well wishes. You too. :))

These are my channels. Why would I use someone else's channel? ehhh....yea, and why did I use an app to call you? Because you blocked me without even giving me a reason. Six year and just like that you were done. I at least tried to work things out with you. As for talking to others, you can tell them what you like about me. I have nothing to hide. If I did, I wouldn't have told YOU what I have told you about me. What I won't tell you however, is what my family had to say about you after that last email you sent me. I've said all that I have to say now. Best of luck to you.

Next, I've not told Rob shit about anything confidential you've told me. But if you'd like me to, I can. I can tell the whole world if you'd like. You just give me the word. I HAVE, however, told him about your recent scathing emails, and the phone calls to my home from your computer, making it look as though you're calling from the U.S. and the Netherlands, I suppose assuming I'll think it's Alex and answer. BTW....he was SO right about you! And so was Michael. I've told him about having to wake my husband to answer your calls and how my son asked if he needed to answer the phone, something a 16 year old should never have to ask his mom. And I've told him that he too, was right about you, but against EVERYONE's wishes, even my friend of 16 years (Alex), I chose to be your friend. I can, and will, admit I was wrong. Mark, you don't want to go down this road.

It's not enough for me to block you from EVERYTHING, you have to use another's channel to attack. Wow! For the 50th time, I'm spiritual, not religious, so stop with the Bible talk. Just one of those things you've missed about me during the last 6 years. ~ Unconsciously rude = he's straight forward and it can come off as rude. He knows this. It's a running joke with us. Al CAN be obnoxious and I'm sure I've told him before, but he doesn't hold a candle to you. Michael DOES have a rotary landline and was living in the stone ages, but he likes it there....and again, a running joke between he and I. Plus, it wasn't his rotary landline that I joked about with him. It was his archaic cell phone. I guess you missed that one too. Note how I'm NOT putting on the channels anything you've said about people. ~ "I" have talked to you so much about "my" friends?...hehehe. Okay. *wink wink* I can literally tell you the clothes you AND your friends were wearing on one of your outings, you've told me so many times.

So tell me, where in the Bible does it talk about betraying the confidence of your friends? I'll admit, I'm not well versed in the good book, so feel free to enlighten me. I know it's not mentioned in the ten commandments, nor is it one of the seven deadly sins, but their ought to be something written about it. I mean, you spoke about Alex, Al and Michael often enough to me. About how unconsciously rude Alex can be, how Al is obnoxious and how Michael is still living in the stone age with his rotary dial phone. Maybe I don't have the details exactly right, but you've spoken so much, so often to me about your friends that it's hard to remember everything. It's what you do. So it really ought not to have come as a surprise to me that I was having MY confidence in you betrayed...red flags and all that. Anyway back to Nathan. Why is a "good Christian woman" such as yourself seeing fit to involve herself in his dispute with Rob? How intense is the glare from Rockabilly Rob's asshole? Must be bright enough to blind you to finding your way to a sense of decency. I mean I think it strange, that you would drop a friend of six years like a bad habit, so as to fawn over some jerk that spend that same amount of time ignoring you. All he had to do was admit to being an ass and he was forgiven...just like that. It didn't take much did it, and with it came all of my personal info.